Tuesday, March 22, 200510:33 PM
A man best friend is not his dog, nor his associates, or even his soulmate. For all these possess a single element of singularity;individuality. For wat betta soul to love u more than ur own? A man loves himself for his integrity and pride. For a soul with none is servile to temptations and would swoop down to the owrst possible things. The tained soul is condemned to his personal doom, having betrayed his morals and principles that have mould him to what he is and in doing so, damning all that he loves. Yet those who betray their principles continue to exist even at this moment. In skool, skool picked students for talents despite their Reinforced motto; we all love giving students a second chance, driving students who in desperate attempt hope to appeal for entry with 'hobbies; which may be of credit to the skool. I have never loved the idea of doing so and i do not intend to change this belief. A man may be a boorish, cantankerous, unpolished and garish garb but a garb who practices what he preches is not a mere garb. He is an object of demise.
In believing so, i chose to appeal without my cca, and if i am chosen, this would prove more than a victory. It would be a final erasure of the humiliation. I would have out done the system. But if i am not. i will continue to hold true to my belief.
But i am ashamed to say that i have done so. I have turned my back to a friend in need. I am a nothing more of a slave, having bend to my tyrant of a mother... and betraying my pride. Forsakening a friend in need is an act of utter disgrace that i canot turn a blind eye to. I am a falen warrior. A beast and a slave. For purpose of elucidation, i shall now tell u why condemn myself so. My DEarest mother being the ENdearing dear that she was demanded that i leav ethem and go home immediately. i would not have done so and shouldnt. but considering the money left and the threat of being left out stranded wothout any money to return home made my will subcumb.For that i will always be in debt to her. I am sori Eunice. I am a disapointing freaking coward. and i promise i will make it up to u in anyway u want.... im sorri
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