Saturday, April 02, 20051:40 PM
Ai.... its been just barely a week in Yj and im feeling that my body is starting to give way.... Biang..... realli ironic man.. just exactly a week ago Sweez, vinny and i wee suaning Yj for their 'prestigous value added' achievements and now i find myself here hanging at the edge of sainity... WTh... i realli miss my CT... just looking at Sweez blog, there was a sudden urge to go and meet them.. but alas, i cannot... i have chosen my path and i am duty bounded.... Its not the admoitions that seniors in the house have issued, nor the disbelief looks on the others face when i tell them of the future i sought to crave out.. Well, maybe it was, but watever it was, it had became more than a duty to do as i was told.. i actutally want to crush all those who had once look upon me as the wothless, happy go lucky guy that i was... lol... like i said, im becoming a nutty fruitcake... But i wont deny, the urge to mug was so strong that i actually spent a wooping five days breaks at the library slogging my head off in concession...WTH is wrong with mi?! I need a doc! anyway i realli hope to put aside time and g visit NY... yet i sought to settle down much as my heart desires to do so... Ai.. neva mind though.. Its just a f***ing day off.. not much of any loss.... Anyway wat i mean to say is that no one will eva replace the postion of 05A1 in my heart.. yes there may be new classmates in Yj but they are just as they are.. classmates, neva the same friends that the ple in 05A1 truly were... Perhaps it was a folly to get to close to a school and a class that i knew i would eventually leave, but i have neva regretted it, for it has shown mi true strength and how to achieve that...
As for the badminton thingy, i kinda sorri, cos i oni woke up at 12 and saw the message... so kinda fuked up... and the trip i planned on friday was totally screwed off due to my time table.. those freaking classmate of mine all pon the Bio lessons and i had *no choice but to go along cos i had forgotten to bring my tyme table... take note *no choice*! and i emphasise NO choice; a victim of circumstances... Following that, i had no choice but to call my secondary friend up and take the day off to go make my Ez link... oni finding that i came without anything.. no IC, nothing! i literally went across the island for fun... then we went to orchard and met some kind of hippy coordinator saying that he was seling candles whcih he claimed were handcrafted by delinquents and to keep them outta trouble, begged us to buy, i could have sworn i saw he was actually smiling when he said how pathetic the gangsters-cum-artist were.... Evil guy man.. but nevertheless, i being the good guy that i had come to resemble from the memory of my grand san sei YI cheng, crispy man, i donated 5 bucks... Ai. follwing that my wallet suffered another series of attack when i shoped at cineleisure, taka and eventually ended with me treating my friend to dinner... no hope liao... became a pauper liao.. and i was intenting to get a new hp the next day.... lol... man....anyway much as insignificant as the trip was, i learnt to bring as little money as possible to visit the sjhopping centres at orchard.. biang.. so many hippy kind souled pple out there helping delinquents and stopping them from going to rob by robbing us instead... legal robbery man... bring Ur won candles at all costs! anyway after that walked home from ineleisure back to toa payoh... not as far as i tot... made a good evening walk... basicaly thats it.. hope to c the pple of 05A1 soon...
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