kao eh! damn 2 lan lor... im sori about the previous promise that im going to optimistic and stuff..... BUT damn hong GAN lor... WTH?! he told mi yesterday that susana coll him to come to the church and he told her that i will be interested to cum along.... wtF? then apparently i couldnt and even sweez could c why... i realli did my best to fight to go lor. ANd in the process the negoiations didnt go well and ended up as a damn arguement.... and all this for wat? for this lor.. 'u just a lousy friend lah'.. WTF? i believe that im not that difficult a person to understand i admit.. and hes known mi for 4 years and should be more aware of my backgrounds than the others.. WTH? Damn it lah..... still need to hear him scold mi F u.... wth... i admit that i dun noe u too well.. that i believed him when he said he framed mi.... ANd just becos he had to go church with susana he's got the right to blow his top and scold mi for not turning up even though i told him specfically that i will likelty be unable to make it! if going to the church was bad then what is arguing with ur parents to uphold ur integrity and loyalty as a friend and then listen to him scold the f*** outta u? then he said lidat do u realli tink i set u up? then why the hell was there a need to lie in the 1st place? or even a freaking need to drag mi along? am i suppose to c through that.. noeing tat he was known for his craftiness and sia laness in secondary? tat he framed mi up whenever he got into trouble.. first with nigel... then alf... wtF? im sick of his shit liao! WTH? then i suppose to do what? go and denfy my family again... and again.. i noe i told him that i did on many occasions when the line separating friends and family blurred...and he said i should try to understand their plight.. i did and i still tried to fight... for wat? to be scolded again? 1st by mother then by him? wth? and if he did trust mi he wouldnt have doubted that i tried my best.. and he doesnt noe about this.. but i did... i dun care liao.... so be it........be a jb for all i care... summore he has the cheek to say im bias towards my jc friends.. when my naruto 3 and 4 with him all the while! well i have this to say to him... at least they understand mi difficulties.. and they seek to accept it not discriminate it... and i believe i should if any be more understanding towards them than u....
