Friday, June 17, 200511:20 PM
they say the oni time changes things. people. feelings. everything. well its true. sad. but nevatheless true. perhaps we are all victims in one way or another.... to change...to time... how to go about saying it.... well i met the fellowship at marina todae... sumhow... seeing them as together as in the past stirred up feelings within mi...wat am i... am i not part of the group... am i no longer the same... is it just mi... have i changed.. am i the ungrateful, inhumane moron that i am beginning to feel i am? have i forgotten them? my friends.... my life... i didnt noe wat... but siddenly.. i seem all in the distant.. left behind..... i felt afraid.. all of a sudden... will i forget alll these sum day too... the hardcores.. will i forget how i feel... will i be left behind... suddenly when they rang mi up.. i just felt i had to go.... and when we were having dinner( actually i was payint to watch sweez and joshua demostrate the nature of blackholes, basically all go in none cum out..)ai.. and eunice ask mi why i came.. was it becos i missed them... actually yes.. it was kinda true... but more than eva...i didnt want the feeling of uncertainty .. te emptiness... i was afraid... that history would rerpeat itself.... sori... i wasnt quite miself there... but i promise that there will sumthings i will not forget.. and it includes u all.... i will swear my life on it...
DEATHNOTE.
