Thursday, August 11, 20059:57 PM
i didnt realise that im a person wif extremely low eq. strange. i dun find any problem communicating wif anyone except vinny. he speaks martian. cant figure out whats he yelping. but still the info came as a piece of shock to mi. and yeah. thinking bout it. its true, i guess. i let my feelings get the betta of my head. i become confused with the slightest emotional issue. i neva stop to tink clearly once im set onto sumthing. Like today.... even though i trying to suppress it... im damn happi.... damn it manz... despite failing my 1st bio test cos its a damn surprise test and the damn teacher was a bastard and all. he MADE mi fail it. bo bian i guess. i should have been prepared. after all, im the top. or rather was. im just being too swell headed i guess. but the regime of mine lasted only 5 weeks. kinda sad.. 5 tests and im back to wad i was. hahahaha guess ill leave it to promos bah. im currently working on my other stuff... but its realli darn hard to get anything done when i have to clear my head every now and then. stupid issues. stupid morals. wth. and most of all, is it okay ? wth? i know tats a damn dumb quest. i can answer myself straight. of cos la. u bloody jackass isit? but then again... i feel kinda... not miself. realli freakin hard to come to any conclusion... i guess the mind and heart are like a pair of chopsticks. they neva work properly without one another. yet when u just to use them singly... they do work. but u end up having to suffer a gr8 deal, just like trying to pierce an egg with a single chopstick. everytime u get close, the eggs slides off. and when u just to force one on the other, u suffer more. try breaking a chopstick by hittin it wih another. ull get wat i mean. hahaha... guess the low eq part realli got to mi and stuff...... i mean... im a individual who cannot coordinate both. its a defect. and it will always remain 1. the brian warns against things which heart registers as happi memorable occasions. and none truly wins. thats why im oni half a person at anytime. BUt regardless... im trying realli hard to keep my sanity intact and of cos not let anything come meddle with my priorities now. and i will keep them as they were months b4. at least i will try. hope the EQ thingy can be improved on. and hey! im nt that over the clouds now. guess thinking realli helpz!
glanced through a few blogs... about sweez and his lTC... hmmm... it makes mi realli wana consider taking up the vice chair man post tmr.. seeing wat all this brings... and euny about her ka zua.. hahaha i realli had a good laugh.. wth... its was funy just picturing it. like sum scene from dawn of the dead except that the zombies were lizards. and the lead was euny which is SCARy. but nevathless damn funny.and daves about an account that im nt sure is when..... i didnt rmr showing him the finger though perhaps its just mi. i use it too often to take note i guess. and kinda happi he worked things out for himself. and evons new blog. i dunno how to read. i just c ang gong. cat c entries. but the ang gong damn cute. so tddler like. and im assuming that i know both the cartoon characters in real life. hahaha and crisp. u moved ur blog. i dunno how to find u man. anyway cyaz...wana go sleep laioz.
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