feelin kinda light headed and giddy and weird. basically all rojak. dunno why. i mean it was gr8 gettin to c pple like chee and ed again. and not to mention makin a fool outta singh who couldnt do anything to us. it was damn fun. but theres still this feelin of distant. i neva had this trouble b4 i guess. i mean its probably wiser to keep to oneself but it certainly felt a whole lot more difficult to face another friend whom u have not have contact wif for a year or so. Anyway this is a complilation of three days entries.
The day b4 yesterday had a chem test. and basically aced it.( sort of since i neva got to noe my results) and OHH went beserk cos sum pple wrote sum answers tat lets put it in a way, not to his liking. and he went callin them to stay back and screwed them. felt kinda sori for them. especially for andrew and sam. i mean i noe both of them work their butts off for this. and i believe they arent stupid either. its just becos they study for the sake of studyin i presume. and they c a sub for wat it is. a sub. and more of grades. tat i can understand. and sam broke into tears. tat kinda got mi mad cos i hated 2 see gals cry. its 1 of my principles not to scold or hit any gal. and try my best to not make them cry. OHH was sayin how they werent performin and stuff. and i countered..' u must give us time to show improvements.. at least a few weeks rite? and he got angry and barked. u dun have a few weeks!WTH. i mean if we didnt then why scold them in the 1st place. u must have tot they could d betta to scold them and u could ahve done so in a nicer way u faggot. anyway i love to get even wif him if i do haf teh chance. he always scrrew mi 4 my hair and collar pin anyway. and it kinda suprised mi that sam cried. since she always potray this 'hot headed dynamite, touch mi and ill blow kinda image. and haha i felt kinda sori that ive said some not very nice things cos i didnt noe she was this sensitive. and the other gals as well. i tink i should be nicer bah. cos i guess theyre all basicalli the same.
yesterday.
WTh. we had to stay back cos sum jackass commit suicide fanatic was late. i felt as if i ate dynamite. i just went and scolded her in a LT of pple. and she cried. my heart kinda fluttered. i oni realise that i broke my principles when i finished my speech. but not entirely i must say. since i didnt scold her directly. i merely told her a story. not a very pleasnt 1 though. and the guys in the lt were laughing then the bunch of tamil gals scolded them for being boys. and that she may commit suicide. ( like tats sumthing new) i mean who cares? i dun. shes a selfish bitch and tats that. i dun feel good lettin her have her way just cos shes mental. and besides she didnt look a human anyway much less a gal. so i presume the entire thing was bull. who would go round publicisin that they wana go suicide? i noe i wouldnt. n i noe shes stupid and mental but Nt that level of stupidness. and not to mention full of sh**. damn attention seeker.
today. went to celebrate. and guess wat? as expected ct came and find mi. asked mi if i scolded tat fuker. and i said yes. and she asked mi why i scolded her. i told her in teh face ' why cant i? she made our entire class ahve to stay back.' and my ct was at loss for words. spare the rod and spoil the child or in this case the beast. i rather slay it 1st. felt kinda gr8 except taht they announced that after reviewing through case by case basis, our class need not stay back. cos tat beast went and explain her reason for being late to the DM after i scolded her. i mean she was pretty lucky she did. if nt i would have treated her to a knucke sandwich. U dun screew round wif mi man. im sick of all these laioz. especially those who wana tok cock in the face but dun ahve any strength to do so 1. then betta shut ur trap. im nt taht gr8 but please make sure ure betta b4 u tok. anyway went back to beatty. didnt get to c any teachers cos singh was guarding them like a dog. damn fuk. basiclaly saw all the pple except for tai and alf. and of cos Big wei. wasnt a wasted trip though. got to tok to chee and the others. but still dunno where is daryl. and i realli hope that we can go out 1 of these days, as a class. despite all the tiff in the past bah. guess ure still the best memories of secondary i have bah. and then went hoem to do my stuff... and fell asleep. woke up at 6 to c that i PS joshua they all liaoz. ai. neva mind la. i told him this morning anyway. so i guess. haha. and jia you for ur red cross thingy this sat!
