Troubled. as usual. but more i would say. i mean sure. tats the usual worries bout hw, test results and all tat( hey im a student so wat can u expect) and private stuff( not to mention a person and a particulary unnice 1 or so sum may say)... but this is sumthing more i guess. feelin guilty isnt sumthing new 4 mi( as i confessed, im not a vweri nice guy and but i havent done loads of nasty stuff either other than being the usual racist, sexist,nationlist and all the -ist u can tink of. ) but coincidentally, the entire stream of incidents happen at teh same time. sumhow they more or less had a impact on mi. guess ill just start.. a week ago, euny, crisp, and the rest of the RC HC went to visit the home for the disabled.( forgot whether it was the mental or physically handicapped. doesnt matter anyway.)pretend not to see this if u are already offended. and stop readin if u r pissed.cos u have a lot more comin. and tokin wif sumone who had handson experience wif the 'special beings' i would say( no offense again) all agreed upon a single point. they were all innocent, simple and nice folks. Yes defected. but nevatheless nice. at the same time in skool, we were taught the concept of genetics. about the 5 nitrogenous bases. Adenine, guanine,cytosine,thymine and uracil. namely bases found in the DNA structure. basically in simple terms their sequence in the codon determine very aspect of an organism. U, mi and every1. and then theres base mutation. a single point of alteration on a point in the codon. as i predicted would result in imperfect being formed. a organism which is genetically different by a single point.( maybe superior or inferior. but as u can c its more commonly inferior) K and now u ask why the sudden feein guilty? this isnt sumthing i wouldnt feel normally. but then stupidly and most ridiculously, there was an episode of GSD. and the plot kinda got mi worked up and stuff. it was implementation of my ideas. U world where by pple are ruled by their faith. and their faith by their genes. imperfect beings such as our friends are executed becos they show no values. leaving them alive oni reduces resources and weaken the species even if they are to reproduce and ensure sum pockets carry on the survival of mankind. But it is apparent that we do not need inferior beings to take our places. our goal has always been the same for centuries, to excel and be above others and achieve wats been branded impossibel by others. An such a world whereby inmperfect beings are put to death and the rest governed by a faith taht does not change. genes are all. they dictate ur ablilities. ur character . everything. and in such a world there is not need to defy aginist fate. u r born to fulfill the task assigened upon u cos u have the genes to do it. and no need to stuggle. cos its been dictated that u can do it. all by simple sequencing of ur genes. and wats more disturbing is that REAL pple in life have been implmenting this idea. as early as ww2. adolf hilter has done so. and almost succeeded. though far from the father of genetics, he yielded results. he knew the need for creatin a superior race. a race to dicate. a new generation to rule. and eradicate those who are deem unfit to survive. and even the Righteous allies, the british general ) i have no idea his anme cos im not a historian.) shared the same idea. and i have to say i kinda agree with them. and tats why im guilty. my views may be unacceptable, but i tink being humane is goign to help solve anything. it just makes matters more complicated as they already are. feelin sori isnt wat goin to make a damn difference to them. they are like us. and unlike as well. they feel as we do. they feel the need to be above others. but they can neva. they do not need pity. jus look at ur blind idol kelvin. he doesnt need pity! wats he need is confidence. BUt it canot be granted as and to defects. becos they would adopt the stand that they are infact normal when they are most obviously not. that they are even in the slighest like us. and tat is unacceptable. But i do no c the need to eradicate them as did the previous two. after all wouldnt it be beta to study them and ensure that such mishaps do not happen to the generations eons to come? but overall. i still stand by my views and i hope i do not shake urs. or disturb u. ps. dun get nagry. i told those were disturbed to leave. so.... not my fault i guess... and till next tyme bah
