Wednesday, August 03, 200510:36 PM
Today i finally found time for my weekly visits which was long long overdue. and to be frank. i wish i hadnt. realli. nt to be nasty or anything. but i am being. U c. when i reach there. i arrived to find everyone nowhere in sight. i ahd to make a tour round the skool. nothing bad i suppose. good for refreshing memories. it seems that everything here had remained as it had been other than the enlarged compound, but nevatheless i walked round the skool looking for any familiar faces. and also dreading others. for that, i had armed miself with notes that i had made careful had no mark of YJ on it. the last thing i needed was a bunc of pple looking at mi like sum knd of circus animal. and then i walked. and i walked. till i got tired and went over to the canteen just to bump into crisp in his saint john. despite looking all taht corny. he had preserved an air of integrity i felt. although to the gals, his pants made him look like a clown instead of an officer. but guess there wasnt much of a diff. then i finlaly went to the drum and i found euny and von there doing their stuff. i sat for a while and went over to find vinny and dave using the coms. vinny was playing sum kinda of super advanced comic boy kinda game whereby when u hit the enemies, a large red sign with 'bam! or wham! would appear. kinda funy... but its vinny... so expected that i suppose. and dave wasnt doing anything. i used his ccount to download a song and after than we went back to find von and euny. they were still doing work. i guess no ones feeling down and slacking other than mi. or vincent who has been slacking all year now. just sa down and read my bio notes and listen to euny and von singing praises of vinny. it was kinda hard to not believe that they had been brainwahed totally. but nevatheless i survived. and we then waited for crisp and we went home. i confronted dave but he being the same.... dunno how to say guy just kept mum. i suppose it was okay, but i was kinda pissed cos vin and euny kept playing wif mi mind games. i was about to get anggry and i just kept silent. i wasnt in the mood to just go round beating pple up for foolin round. i suppose i like screwin pple but not the other way round. then just went home wif euny. the rest of the details were insignificant but i was kinda glad i did wat i did. i went and found changes to get home. ai... but there goes my hard earned allowance again... neva mind... overall.... i felt kinda strange... noting to do with the oversized shirt or the undersized pants.....not even the jhailbird look.... it was just... i dunno... i felt that sumthing had changed... i realised im much more serious wif them this time round. i didnt crack any jokes...... i was just there....... but i did felt annoyed that one vinny had became two.....if u dunno wat im asking bout u ask dear euny bah. cos shes the clone..... i tink i changed.... but im not sure how. and why. but i do hope that its for the better. but the two vinny thing was kinda too much for mi to handle i guess...... ended up darn pissed at the end of the day.... but... still...... it still felt good going back. but wasnt quite what i had foreseen.
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