Hahaha suppose i shouldnt be doing this now..... but its more appropriate i suppose... i dun feel TAT guilty sitting here and blogging. at least i dun haf to disturb pple from their studies or wad so eva. and itll be a long time b4 i can actuallt tok like i used to.. without having to bother with that freakin promos lurking. believe late exams are more of a pain in the ass. when pple are celebrating their post-promos ure celebrating ur pre-promos. however. even during this dark times, the tiny things that everyone does does make these unbearble moments that more bearable. i personally felt that.
Had a heart to heart tok with darius oh today together with hui qing. dunno if im a particularly sensitive. i was kinda touched by what he done for us. i mean there we were suaning him for absolutely nothing.. and he was pushing our grades up. when we absolutely deserved nothing of the sort. and all that... just days barely after his father passed away. what he said truly at that moment forced any remaining hostilities outta mi. seriously i felt like a bastard. realli a god damned idiot. i mean when one actually needs encouragement and support at these times, its hard for particular one to be there for u. u study and sleep. and study. and sleep again. basically all outside lifes shut off. and here we have an individual who not oni does not take all the things we did to heart, and encourages us when we are low spirited. and goes through the efforts of making extra tutorials so we can understand better. all that when he himself needs the most encouragement himself. after this, i kinda felt the need to score for chem. besides bio is quite secure i feel. i need to score a 40 to pass. that can be done easily. maths would have to depend on luck and more luck. and physics? CRAP.
anyway still a long tyme b4 the promos end. ai.. reali miss u all. cya soon!
