its been a whil since i last written a decent entry. at least a decent one by my standards. i had originally intented to write on 1 on surviving post promos, but there was a tiny winy problem. ya c i had no idea how to go about survivin it as well. well... gues its lidat. when jc tyme crashes and all pple are suddenly unavaliable. take for example even tang... whom i presumed would be damn free was working 7 days a week!!!! holy shit! wat kinda of lifes tat? then again... mi-stay home and slack 7 days a week. not exactly the ideal kinda life too. and guess wat they aint going to announce the results til the end of the school term after all the lessons and stuff.... wth... im stuck doin nothing. truth is im afraid.... afraid that things might go wrong even when i hope they dun. been through this countless times... but wat the hell.. i dun expect things to take a turn for the worst. at least i pray they dun. and worst part is~ knowing i neva put an effort down and could risk destroying the foundations ive laid down for the rest of the year.... and that my efforts would be nothing more than a futile, pathetic attempt.... i wana play my share b4 the end i suppose... but wth... cant do that too... pple buzy and stuff... ai.... besides i had no right to drag pple round wif when they were certain that they have a future, which still remains a mystery for mi...... and things oni gets worse from here... we have pw and chinese a levels.
guess its tyme to get on wif life..... but b4 have to find a proper guitar and stuff 1st... and =p cya
