for the last two weeks. lotsa crap has happen. as any human, and being an especially dimwitted one i had a tough task adjusting... i needed time to sort out my tots. i needed to make a choice. and i needed to get a grip, to betray miself. indeed. the immediate reaction of betrayal would in any case be met with guilt. agony. and hatred. i hated. and i sulked. but after all these. i do indeed feel better. for i noe or assume tat i love miself too much. and betrayal was the only way out for mi. why would one harm oneself? its would be the most utterly foolish thing 2 do.... hahaha must be scaring the crap outta the pple who know mi. those who dunno mi tink that im a cold unfeeling person. pple who noe mi noe tat im worst. and a person of such caliber is not qualified to harm himself. he will not. regardless the consequences.
after unloading all the nonsense. now i arrive at the important part. im sori. if i did make any1 feel uncomfortable during my period of abnormality. and im sori if i had not be there. or in any case to be there. and im sori. tat im wasnt 'ck' for two weeks. i was a miserable...... the list can go on. but regardless i apologise. to any one who needs it. even for u not waking up early to walk ur dog. im sori.
