just returned from genting. and dave wanted to go out. i decided tat it was the least i could do for him. i wasnt actually a big helper.... and i can neva be in his shoes. hang on there buddy... all i can say... i noe ur probs. but u are not the oni 1 wif them. noe tat we are wif u. at the very least u wun have to face the time bomb. just bare wif it bah. i guess i just prefer the time bmb than the atomic. u got the atomic instead. but nevatheless.... we went out for lunch. 1st tyme out wif them since the malaysian trip and eunice's ocip. and it was kinda nice. i dunno why. just sitting there and toking crap. but i do admit i went overboard wif my jokes sumtimes. got eunice ticked off. i also admit that i got dave dragged along wif mi. sori there. and sori if need be. im not askin u al to share my views. and neither am i sayin that those are my views. u noe mi long enough i guess. i dun tink u would expect mi to praise them anyway. and if it affects u al. i promise to stfu. i noe my ways. im not anybody and i dun have to live up to anyones expectation. im miself. but at least it helped mi understand pple betta. u noe a person betta by the reason he gets mad. and noeing tat... and lastly i apologise. not for being the evil, inhumane, bastard i am. but for not keepin miself in check. and allowing mi speech and actions to disturb u all. im sori. but i aint a saint.
