juz yesterday i was planning what shoes to buy. and now, im thinking of how to fork out enough to buy them. everything was in order till this afternoon. my bro ran mi up and after 2 mins, i suddenly found miself in a tight, tight financial budget. i have barely a hundred now.... and i need to have 6 times what i have by the end of new year. i made a realli bad call.
shouldnt have, but i agreed to he deal. and my bro paid the deposit. anyhow. but still my hp is settled. now my shoes. man i realli need to learn how 2 prioritise. i dun suppose any1 can teach mi that now can they? ai....
regardless, im sticking to my plans aside from the shoes. the treats are still valid. dun wori. ( anyone relevant who happens to be readin this.) when the goin gets tough, the tough ask for help. ( goin away is simply too irresponsible) anyway theres always parents, the final trumph card.
hahaha and after all this, i kinda forget that i have a maths test tmr. screwed man. i neva got to noe miself very well i suppose. when had i came to the pt when failings become a part of my life? i neva asked miself that. i neva noticed it. when have i started to accept failures?
lookin at sumones nice nw, the only thing constant is change, i tink i can comprehend its purpose. not a bad thing i suppose. the old ck would demand perfection but neva work for it. well, now? i tink i leart my lessons. count my blessings and hope. to be happi. at least i try to be.
neva mind what i do, failure has etched onto mi. it is part of my life. and almost parts of everyone else's. except for the very minority. i have learnt to accept it and take things in my stride. truely, b4 the new year, or suddenly this positive thought disintegrates into thin air, i would wana thnak all of u. those who played a role in my life, as a jerk, as a friend. in the upcomin year. work hard. play harder. time is neva enough.
