Sunday, February 19, 20065:30 PM
took mi quite a while to realise how freakin a slacker i have become. (at least in the case for bloggin.) it just struck mi now..... theres quite a lot of things i neva reali straighten out.... its only tokin wif syl tat i realise his words were kinda true.... 'whats the use of a life now? having a life is oni importanmt after exams!' (which means he indirectly said he was a no-lifer. which i have been accusing him of being since the 1st day in my new class.)
then WW words did sound logical 2. u neva noe whats gonna hit u. pple like syl probably wouldnt eva get to enjoy life at all. since they neva stop and actually experience. they are neva an object of present. oni the future. to them, the chase itself has become more important den the rewards.
then wad have u achieved in the end?
perhaps its the certainty. the confidence that they have in their future. tat wad they do they are certain would make their lives more fulfillin after all the labour. then again.... pple like mi would have neva tot this far. ( at least nt if i have nt chatted wif syl) wad future? wad can i hope for? wad do i hope 2 achieve? do i even have 1 at all?
i realise i noe nuts bout the future. every1 does. its just de conception or in other cases deception tat things would go as planned if they did things as they were. well... ill neva noe for sure. but what im sure now is that i hope to be able to have a LIFE and a FUTURE.
I was neva the far sighted guy. and i neva will be. im happi nw. and i tink tats wad matters.
i neva ask for much. for i noe my limits. i dun wana regret. but i dun wana regret regrettin.
DEATHNOTE.
