if theres a phrase to describe my mood nw, its just tat, 'FREAKIN SIANZ.' Dunno why but suddenly feelin all emo and fuked up. when tmrs supposed 2 be sat. perhpas its got sumting to do wif the NAFA test tmr. realli.... i c no pt in turning up. especially when it does seem kinda ridiculous to jump 220 nt when im barely 200. after all those training on pull ups, and now im failin on this shit? gr8 man. jus great. dun noe if ill eva pass but im givin it a shot to at least try. well i figure tat even if i do fail tat, i dun haf to redo the other stations.... but... still it does feel kinda stupid. or perhaps PATHETIC is the word.
and nt to mention tuitions tmr 2. seriously i cant stand another lesson just listenin to lectures and lectures. and it isnt a gr8 secret today either my test didnt went as well as i tot. thpugh nt in a position to fail, im nt exactly top graded either. well i guess tat can be worked upon...
but its still the damn nafa im worried about. hahaha gr8 man. juz when lifes starting 2 look up. for this year. i noe its stupid to get mad at the inevitable. i noe cos i scold pple tat all the tyme. but i cant help feelin tat at the moment. and mum isnt helpin eiither by screamin and nagggin at mi for tmrs skip on her shoppin trip and stayin out late (of cos tat includes offin the fone and hangin her calls)
Funni eh? how stupid little stuff can just destroy ur mood lidat. im starting to find sum truth in jin hao and ww words le. perhaps i do realli haf periods. at least when i start punching walls after a maths test or sumting. but this isnt all tat simple nw is it? Lookin at kai heng nw, perhaps stayin back or headin poly would would have seem a betta choice. but.... nvm i wun complain le. since im feelin betta nw after all the crap i wrote. =p stupid phrase i picked up- i may nt be smart enough to do everyting, but im dumb enough to try aniting.
