been feelin kinda uneasy for the past few days. it all started when i suddenly grew aware, or otherwise(accordin to euny, tot i grew ware tat things happening were exactly how i saw them in my dreams.) and the dream didnt end off too well. and well. i have to be honext to tell ya tat it wasnt the 1st tyme i was seeing this. i had the same thing comin durin a major exams a few years back.... weird isnt it?
anyway went out wif euny 2 shop for my shoes cos my skool shoes jst werent making it anymore le. well. i didnt bought them though. cos apparently i asked a shoppin idiot along. hahaha dun be offended. well. i asked her to help mi choose. then she said her choice dun suit guys de. -_-. and we were at a shelve full of guys shoes.
nvm. watched ice age 2. it was damn funni lor. sure kicked the crap outtta the last movie i watched. it was darn funni the way the sabertooth squrriel kept tryin means and ways to get his nut. well my favourite character was the 2 rats though. theyre just real funky. ANd euny wasnt all tat bad either. at least she didnt sleep. perhaps she decided to give the movie a chance. (or at leas i suspect tat it was becos she bought the tix) and she was de one laughing for the most part. at PREVIEWS. -_- diaoz. and the movie 2. although i had the idea tat if every1 were like her we wouldnt need to buy tix anymore. we can all just sit at the longue and laugh our butts off watching previews.
but b4 the movie, we went breeks for dinner. the queue was realli freakin long... we had to wait at least half an hour to get seated. well, it was kinda refreshing since i neva ate at breeks b4.chatted quite a but there. and i tot i looked kinda dumb when i got all nervous when i couldnt find my wallet in my bag. for a moment i tot we were goin to do the dishes we just ate.
and todae. woke up at 11 and went for my routine, almost monotonous tuition. it was realli silly. since i had no tyme to prepare any questions to ask. ended up doin 3 lects on trigo, PnC,complex instead. it was realli realli heavy. trust mi. the rate im goin. it makes it seems a breeze to complete the syllabus.
well old fogey tok to mi a bit today when we had the tyme. it was then i realised i didnt have all tat much tyme left. and toking to euny yesterday, i decided she was rite. it was whats goin to happen. but wad we do to make them happen. and fogey was rite too. i dont have much tyme left.
i hate to admit it, but daves probably rite when he said we were happier in the past. sure we were. But tat wasnt an issue. wads the issue is the future, and tat has always been an issue for mi. when i start to wonder if im up to it and why de hell im doin all these crap for. more often than nt, these probs just bulk up and vanish when i just left them alone. well. its tyme to reconfigure miself. but there was sumting else i needed to noe...
so i asked euny what kinda person i was. the kind to do stuff and regret and regret nt doin them, she said i was the former. and i agreed. ( i agreed becos i alreai knew i was. i just needed sum1 else to tel mi tat. ironic huh? now tat i got mi answer, at least i have a betta plan of things ahead. or at least i hope tat things go accordin to plan tat is. thx euny. even though u may nt believe it. hahahaha