its always hard to say goodbye. 2 a close friend.2 ur family. even to sumting as simple as msnin. all of a sudden, i feel like a dyin man (sori, just cant help feelin at way). its just att it seems weird tat all of a sudden, 2 years of jc life just went pass, and most of all 16 years of civilians- a lifestyle ive come to accept, recognise and love. so as 1 can say, its realli hard when u noe tat u may wake up 1 day and find urself missin all the stufff u have.
call it a bane or a blessin, this 2 years, life have been gr8, since the day i steeped in ny. though regrettably, 1 couldnt make it into the skool as a permeant student, i did nt resent the fact i was once a student taht. rather, i was grateful, despite the usual sacarcism, i was happi i got the chance. most of all i was realli glad i had de chance to meet the hc pple. though at tat tyme i was fallin outta a crush, wif them around, life became much less complicated-sumting i looked forward 2. they became more than my classmates and they became my friends- if closeness is a good measure, theyre prolly wad i would consider family, though we meet nt often and driftin a[art is inevitable. howeva, despite all tat, i love my 'family' - a rather disfuncional 1, but nevatheless my family just like my real 1.
as vin the rather smartass dota king said, tings will change, but hope just for de worst. i guess tats true. i dun wana change. i hope to remain miself. so tat i can continue to be a part of my family. my world... but alas... sumetimes it realli sux to be mi. i wun be a psoer and say i wun miss all the stuff, but ill miss each and every1 of the pple, the stuff tat have accompanied mi wif my journey especially my panda. quoted from shiva in rave, lifes a journey. to live is to travel. to mi 1 journey has ended while another has began. the journey may nt be easy- the road rough and the burdens heavy, but all u need are friends and family who carry them nt for u, but wif u.
also i had a gr8 day today, one ill remeber for a long long tyme (even given my goldfish memory) we celebrated vins and shutigns bday. the food was gr8 despite cui comin late and stuff. but nevatheless, it was realli gr8. it left mi wif no regrets to leave for the army.ck the bois job is done. its tyme for ck the man to stand out and protect his country. and lastly take care all.
