In a blink of an eye, 2 months have just went pass lidat. this 2 months had nt been easy. the transformation from a civilian to a soldier is though nt gruellin as rumored, but these two months have been paved with sweat and blood. Its nw tat being confinedat home, not able to dive into the welcomin streets of orchard like i used to tat i realise how tyme realli pass. how meaningless life can and would be. i am though, grateful tat 2 months of monotonously followin orders had nt made mi lost sight of wads important to mi, but made mi aware of de other areas tat i have neglected. by next week, the results would be out and plans pretty much finalised- if any. i have neva been much of a planner. this much i believe- man devises, heaven decides. Even so i pray tat all pple do well, whether i may noe them or not. it would be lying to say im nt concerned. it bothers mi how much it matters to those imprtant 2 mi. it bothers mi how im goin to go on. whether life would ever be the same again. another phrase. another transformation. another uncertainty. if it could have been decided, i would wish tat i had the power to in a crude way decide every1s sadness and happiness, as the new li sheng jie song says. i wish i can dictate how u all feel towards it. but alas i cant. hahaha wad am i to do tat when i cant even calm miself down 1st?
nevatheless, life will still continue. on a lighter tone, these week had been a rather good 1. its strange how tyme blurrs along wif tyme every book out. there are tyme i wish tat i can spend together wif my loved 1s, my friends, my family, but everytyme i book out, i find miself at a loss of wad 2 do. so much to do, so little tyme. and suddenly vola, back in camp again. perhaps its just the fatigue messin wif my mind. yesterday, i and euny went tp catch the chingay p[arade without the hc even though it was my initial plan to go along wif them, but 2 mani pple couldnt make it. it was just freakin unfortunate tat tings turn out the way they are-sick durin daves big day. i certainly miss the days we met up every sat. aniway the parade was kinda cool this yr, cos there wasnt much of a parade but rather it was more of a street performance and the dancers were realli good. the band was good too, butthe crowd were less than fantastic. it ws just sad. no festive spirits at all. ai singaporeans.
after which we went on to ps where we walked round a bit and had dinna. there we saw a couple of familiar faces, like cui and ken(which was kidna odd) and wlison who looked the part of the lion king. we had waffles(eunys treat) and proceeded to the dougby underpass to llok at the gohapon machines. too bad the bleach machine was all out. we then walked to esplande. there was an UNCLE RINGO fair goin on, and we tried our luck at 1 stall which required to shoot the ring from the bottle. wth, i missed all my shots! it was realli depressin. (well for pandy it was sad lah =)) as u can expect we returned home empty handed =( nvm though, i promise to get a bigger idiot monkey the next tyme we go. well im kinda in a rush so tats all. hope to blog again real soon.
